“He’s smothering me with his love! I need some space! We met two months ago, and he is already committed and afraid I will leave him. You must help me!”
Sara was a beautiful 28-year-old woman. I asked if she was attracted to him. She said she is, she can feel the “chemistry” between them, but she wants to take things slowly.
“It never happened to me before” she continued, “he seemed to cling to me, calling twice a day, wanting to see me every night. Too stressful” she complained.
“He’s not dating others, loving you with all his heart. What’s wrong? “I questioned. “The problem is that he feels committed and I want to take my time. It’s not that I’m not serious, or do not want to settle down. I do want a family and children of my own, and it seems to me that he will be a good father” she said with a smile.
I asked her what she expected from the session. I explained that in past life regression we’re looking into their previous incarnation together, but we have no control over his actions today.
She said she wishes it will to be easier for her with the love he showers over her. I asked her to lie on the recliner, take a deep breath, and imagine her body being filled with soothing white light. I instructed her to go downstairs and open the door to her past life.
She described a Tipi (an Indian tent) she is in. She is 19, in the midst of giving birth of her first born. The medicine woman, who is also the midwife of the tribe, patiently guides her.
By her side is her loving husband, about 20 years of age. Things get complicated, she loses a lot of blood, and eventually dies along with the fetus. The husband is collapses, devastated, grief stricken.
According to Native American tradition, everything is “from the great spirit” and one must accept their destiny. the young Indian man understands this intellectually, but his heart refuses to recover.
He is later appointed chief of the tribe, and leads it for the next 30 years. He never married again, as a big part of him died with her. He completely lost the joy of life and was a “walking dead”.
Their tribe has an ongoing conflict with the neighboring tribe, over limited water sources. Before going into battle, our hero meditates and prays for victory but he “sees” a different vision.
He sees his tribe being defeated. With a heavy heart he goes into battle, as there was no way back. In the fateful battle, the enemy extincts the tribe to the last of them.
I asked Sara if she recognizes the chief. “Sure,” she replied immediately. “It’s Evan! He came back to me! Unbelievable! ” There was a long silence. I asked her what year and in country things happened. “1814” went through her mind. “It’s somewhere near Los Angeles, mountains and a river going down to the ocean.”
I asked her to compare the Indian incarnation to the current one. What is similar and what is different between the two. She replied that the Native American guy loved her very much, and her death was a critical breaking point in his life. She added that if he had not been appointed head of the tribe, he might have gone mad or committed suicide. Today, Evan fears, even terrified, the possibility of losing her again, that’s why he is so clingy.
We did retro healing and she woke up. Wow! The poor guy, he really loves me! I can now feel so much love towards him. My chief is back!
